i am so blessed. so so blessed.
so in love with my life right now despite everything.
every interaction you have with another human being on a regular basis is a relationship. i’m not sure why we only call our “significant others” people we are in “relationships” with. also why do they have to be a significant other? how are they more significant than your other friends? i mean idealistically, a “significant other” for me would be a someone i consider to be a close friend but that i also sleep with. definitely not my best friend. making this person into the end all be all, having to spend all your time with them, being dependent on them - that’s just a lot of pressure waiting to explode. why do we put these expectations on individuals?
—Dearly Departed (feat. Esm Patterson)
You used to walk around screaming, all slamming all ‘dem doors.
Well I’m all grown up now and I don’t scare easy no more
i just want someone to hold me so i can get all my crying out for the year
— Haruki Murakami’s The Wind-Up Bird Chronicles